Thursday, July 29, 2010

Musings & Ramblings

In no order whatsoever:

1. My two classes on Friday were so good! The first was a tutorial for Primary HSIE, where each table was given a book to analyse in regards to the HSIE syllabus. A few of the books we recognised, & we were all taken straight back to our childhoods. In my last class, Primary Science & Technology, we walked in & our tutor dumped a whole lot of electric circuitry stuff on out tables and told us to make the tiny lightbulbs glow. Unbeknownst to us, while we figured it out on our own, he was typing up our comments and conversations as he listened around him! When he revealed it all to us on the projector screen, we all burst out laughing! Especially when we recognised the things we'd each said!

2. I haven't baked in almost a week. Something may be wrong with me. The mixmaster lies on the bench unused.

3. I had to pay $1100 to my insurance company in order to get my car fixed. Which is A LOT, but on the bright side I'm lucky I just had a birthday, because it would've been a whole lot more if I was stil 21 or under.

4. My sewing machine is broken. The bobbin keeps catching whenever I try to feed any material through. So annoying. I have a really old Singer, and my friend Elise suggested I get some Singer Oil, but now I have no idea what to do with said oil.

5. Yesterday there was really pretty light in the afternoon, that made me want to go take photos somewhere, but I was really lacking any inspiration.

6. I bought Season 1 of Friday Night Lights on DVD and it has become a new favourite. Who would've thought that a TV series about a town crazy over high school grid iron would appeal to me?

7. We have started to get a lot of our Spring fashion in at work, and it is so pretty! After the dark colours of winter, seeing colour and pattern and florals is such a nice change! I'm loving it.

8. My sore throat made a re-emergence earlier this week, but has yet to be seen again. I guess the antibiotics are still doing their job.

9. I get to go on prac in 2 weeks in the middle of August! I am so excited to actually get to teach in a classroom! There aren't many local school that are on the list, but one of them that is, is actually my old primary school! How funny is that!

10. I am really obsessed with nuts at the moment- any kind. Macadamias, pecans, cashews, peanuts. I love them all. There is a little stall at the local markets that sell praline nuts- oh my gosh, I'm in love. It's so disappointing that the markets are only run once every month!

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

When it rains, it pours

It is rainy and miserable here in Sydney today. Boo. I miss the sun. I'm sick of winter. Bring on a decent Sydney Summer! I'm so excited for hot weather.

Anyway. I don't have uni until 1.30pm today, so it has been nice to be able to potter around a bit this morning. Yesterday was a crazy busy day, with non-stop classes. I was at uni from 10.30am-7.00pm - yes, I had classes at night! It was pretty hard trying to stay focussed and listening in my last lecture, when all day you have been trying to remember everything you're being told, find classrooms, make it on time, jot down notes or important points, start thinking about assignments, form groups for group assessments, etc... By 3pm I was ready to go home, but I still had another 3 classes to go!

Luckily in most of my classes I saw people that I recognised, so I had friends to sit with. There's nothing worse than being lonered and sitting by yourself! It's not nice. But since we're doing teaching, we have to do a lot of group work, and the added bonus is that you get to know lots of people! So even if you're not technically "friends", you'll still know each other well enough to sit together.

And I'm rambling again. Being back at uni has turned me into this frazzled person, because somehow the calendar sped up and holidays were over before they were supposed to be! ;)

What has also contributed to this frazzled-ness is that yesterday on my way to uni (literally 5 minutes away, actually) I had a car accident. A minor one, no one was hurt or anything like that, but still it was frustrating, and made me late to my first lecture and generally started my day off on a bad note. What's worse is that it was my fault- I was travelling behind a ute/truck and we were both about to turn left to merge onto a highway. I thought he went, so I looked to my right to check the oncoming traffic, put my foot on the accelerator, and felt a crunch. Since I felt and heard it first, I actually thought I'd hit the gutter, but when I turned around to look, I realised it was so much worse than that! My car definitely came off worse, being a small little hatch back designed to crumple at the smallest impact. The guy in the other car was so nice, he didn't seem worried about his car at all, in fact he was more worried about me because I was shaking and almost crying. Luckily I was so close to uni, we exchanged details and he tried to calm me down a little bit before we drove off, and I promptly called my mum and sat crying in the carpark at uni!

Not a good start to my day, but being the optimist that I am, I thought it can only get better, right?! And it did, but then it got worse. I found out that I will have to take an extra subject this semester, which means I will be doing 6 subjects at once (the standard is 4). Goodbye any semblance of a life! Looks like my life from now on will revolve around planning lessons and units of work.

And insurance quotes and smash repairs, of course.

Monday, July 26, 2010

Blood, Sweat & Music

This glandular fever thing is really kicking my butt- have I mentioned that I have glandular fever? I'm not sure. But a couple of weeks ago, after my tonsillitis-turned-strep-throat-infection wasn't getting any better even after a dose of antibiotics, my doctor suggested I get a blood test just to check.

So off I want to the pathology lab- the very same day (that is a big thing for me, usually I put it off because I hate needles so much, and I need to give myself time to get used to the idea, and then get enough guts to actually go).

Two days later, the results were in- a definite streptococcus infection (which had already been confirmed with a nasty throat swab of my tonsils) but also- the big G F (or as my Med School friend Elise calls it, "The Glange"). Bummer.

Even worse is that there is nothing that you can really do to treat glandular fever, just rest and fluids. And with a new semester of university upon me, r-e-s-t seems a bit unlikely.

I feel fine, the main symptom I have is this utter exhaustion I feel at the end of the day- so bad that I haven't even made it to dancing once in the past two weeks. The thought of a 2 hour dance class that lasts until 9pm just makes me want to curl up in a ball and squeeze my eyes shut tight.

However, as I am no rest upon my laurels kind of girl, I have taken up a new, less exhaustive hobby. My friend Keisha has been teaching herself to play the piano for a while now, and I've decided to do it too!

I bought a keyboard off eBay for $50, completely spontaneously on Saturday, picked it up on Sunday and now it is Monday and I am teaching myself (with the help of some YouTube videos). I took piano lessons for a year when I was 14, so I'm hoping I get lucky and it all comes back to me... or it could be a total fail and I remember nothing at all. 8 years is a long time. (Yikes, has it really been 8 years already? Oh yeah, I'm 22 years old! When did that happen?!)

Since I've been getting violin lessons for a year and a half now, I'm pretty confident with reading music so that should help too. Fingers crossed. I have headphones that plug into the keyboard so if I'm really bad, at least no one will ever be able to hear me. If only I could plug headphones into my violin... I sometimes get really subconscious about playing, because there is no way to quietly play the violin, so everyone can always hear you, good day or not so good day.

Anyway, here I am, printing off sheet music and figuring out what those really low notes are- because they certainly never feature in violin sheet music! It's been a long time since I've seen notes that low! Violin stops at G, and even though it is quite a deep and low note, it's got nothing on some of the notes featured in the sheet music I've downloaded! No wonder they say learning piano is good for stimulating your brain- there's so much to work out!

Here's hoping my brain can take it, what with starting a new semester of classes and all!

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Books

Every time I'm about to start uni holidays, I make myself a big mental to-do list, and reading good books is always at the top of said list. This year, one of my goals was to read more for pleasure, as opposed to just reading whatever was on my reading lists for classes!

This past year, books that I have read that I have fallen in love with include:

The Book Thief by Markus Zusak
A story about a German girl in Nazi Germany, who's tale is narrated by Death. Surprisingly intriguing, and not morbid at all, I couldn't put this book down. Especially because of the historical nature of the plot, and the focus on the effect of World War 2 on the native German population.

The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini
Oh my gosh, I loved this book! A story about the narrator's childhood in Afghanistan, growing up with his best friend who is also the family servant's son, and how one decision affects both of the rest of their lives. Heartbreaking, and so sad, especially when you consider the plight of Afghanistan today. I loved reading about growing up in Afghanistan, and learning more about the country.

The Help by Kathryn Stockett
Okay, so technically I read this last year, but it was so, so good that I wanted to mention it! I love historical fiction of any kind, and this was the best! Detailing the lives of a group of women living in Mississippi during the Civil Rights movement in the 60's, this book is written from the perspective of both white and African-American women. One of the characters narrates the way she speaks, like "Ain't nobody tellin' me nothin' bout white people", which makes it all the more authentic to read!

Snow Flower and the Secret Fan by Lisa See
A beautiful book about the ancient customs of 19th century China, including foot binding. I really wanted to read more about foot binding, so I picked up this book, and it really entranced me. The book is really about two lifelong friends, and the journey their lives go on, even though they come from very different classes. I loved it's poignancy.

American Wife by Curtis Sittenfeld
A book about the wife of an American president, supposedly based on the life of Laura Bush. An extremely intriguing look into the world of American politics, I loved reading about the life of a first lady. The main character comes from a relatively middle class family, and is forced into the world of country clubs and high society when she marries into a prestigious family. I loved getting a glimpse of this subset of American culture.

The Time Traveller's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger
When I heard this was becoming a movie, I really wanted to read the book first. So I read it, and I'm so glad I did. I fell in love with the story about a time traveller, and the effect that his condition has on his wife's life and their relationship together. I gave this to my friend Laura, and told her she "had" to read it, and when she gave it back she said, "Why did you give this to me?! I sobbed the whole way through it!" It is so well written, and such a unique concept that you can't help loving it.

Dear John by Nicholas Sparks
Another book that I wanted to read before I saw the movie, Dear John was the first Nicholas Sparks book I'd ever read, and reading it changed my opinion towards him as an author. He writes really well, and his books aren't the soppy, light hearted romance novels that I first thought they were. Dear John is quite eloquent, about a soldier who falls in love with a girl he meets on a beach during his two weeks of leave. The rest of their relationship is developed through letters they send each other, and is really quite sweet. Although the ending is different to that in the movie (and I can't decide which ending I like better!) I still really enjoyed getting into this novel.

What Alice Forgot by Lianne Moriarty
This book is about a Sydney housewife who loses ten years of her memory after an accident at the gym, and realises she has nothing in common with her older self. I loved recognising Sydney landmarks from the setting as the book progressed! Even more though, I really liked the characters in this book, and the topic it brought up about how age and life circumstances can change a person. The ending surprised me, which is always interesting, and I found myself flipping through the pages quite eagerly, which is always nice too.

Her Mother's Hope by Francine Rivers
I am a huge Francine Rivers fan, because she write Christian fiction that isn't cliched or boring. This novel is part one of a family saga about the women of the Waltert family, who immigrate to America from Germany. Progressing through World War 1 to World War 2, this first book focusses on Marta's life, and then the life of her daughter Hildemara Rose. I loved reading about life in the early 1900s, how women managed to cook and clean and run the household. Seeing Marta through Hildemara's eyes provided a different look at a character, and made me want to try out all the differen German baking recipes that are detailed throughout the novel! I loved it.

The Bride's Quartet - Savour the Moment by Nora Roberts
I picked up the first book in the Bride's Quartet, A Vision in White, while we were in America last year, waiting in either LAX or JFK airport (I can't remember) for our connecting flight on our way home to Sydney. I'll admit I bought it because I thought the cover was pretty! And I had no idea it was part of a series. But after reading about the adventures of four friends who own a wedding planning business, I eagerly awaited the arrival of each new book. Savour the Moment is probably my favourite, because it is about the baker in the group! I loved reading about the process of baking and decorating cakes and other baked goods. And a nice little love story doesn't hurt either!



This year, since my holidays happened to coincide with my birthday, I was able to buy a few other books that have been on my list for some time!

Here's what I've been reading recently:

Love in the Time of Cholera by Gabriel Garcia Marquez
This is on so many bestseller and "must-read" lists that I've always wanted to read it, and now I've finally gotten around to it. Except I was carrying it around in my handbag and my water bottle leaked, which has led to it being put on a shelf to dry out, hence the reason that it is on this list and not the former one. Anyway. This is a love story, across fifty years, that is set in late 19th century South America. Fascinating.

Eat Pray Love by Elizabeth Gilbert
I'll admit, I wanted to see what all the fuss is about. And since the movie comes out soon, I wanted to know if it was any good. A story about a woman who takes a year off after a messy divorce to reevaluate her life and find pleasure in doing things, I loved the first part of the book, which is about her travels to Italy. The next parts, about Indonesia and India, don't excite me as much, but I'll still give it a go.

When the Heart Cries by Cindy Woodsmall
Set in an Amish community, this book gives a fascinating look into the lives of a fictional Amish family (it even comes with a glossary of Amish, or Pennsylvanian Dutch words). Hannah wants to marry an outsider, which is forbidden and means she will be cut off from her family and community. But when a tragedy occurs everything is reevaluated and reconsidered. I'm halfway through this book, and the lives of the Amish do intrigue me. The way with which the author writes about Hannah and her life is enough to make you want to keep reading.


And what's still on my reading list?

The Happiness Project, by Gretchen Rubin
The subtitle for this book is "Why I Spent a Year Trying to Sing in the Morning, Clean My Closets, Fight Right, Read Aristotle and Generally Have More Fun" and how can you argue with that?!

Still Alice, by Lisa Genova
This has been on my reading list for ages, and I finally got around to buying it for my birthday. The author is a neuroscientist, which is compelling considering this novel is about one woman's struggle with Alzheimer's Disease. I can't wait to read it and learn more about it.

Tomorrow When the War Began, by John Marsden
I feel like a bad Australian for saying this, but... I have never read any of the books in the Tomorrow When the War Began series. There. I said it. We never studied it at school, so I never had the opportunity to read it. But now it's being turned into a movie, and so as always I feel compelled to read the book. I happened to find a copy of the third book while I was babysitting the other night, and before I knew it I was halfway through it! It was so enthralling. Now I have to go back to the beginning and start reading from book one.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Iceskating- at Bondi Beach!

Yesterday, Chelsea and I went iceskating - at Bondi Beach!!

The foreshore had been turned into a European alpine ski lodge as part of the Sydney Winter Festival, and the main attraction was the huge icerink set up behind the sand!

Despite being the first day back at school for most kids, the place was packed!



Chels and I hurriedly put on our iceskates (which was harder than we thought, since the last time we went iceskating together we were little kids and our Dad did them up for us!) and then got onto the rink as fast as we could!












The icerink was pretty crowded, so we had a few near misses with other skaters, but neither of us ever fell down! We were pretty proud of our skill!





The beautiful Bondi Beach in the background-






Tuesday, July 13, 2010

We Have a Dream

My friend Keisha & I have a dream- to go to America, hire a car (or an RV perhaps) and travel around the country.

One night at dinner, we started talking about it, and both got our iPhones out. She used Google Maps, I used Notes. She looked up a map of the US, I typed the states we wanted to visit, in order.

If she wasn't building a house, and I wasn't at uni, we'd totally do it. But for now, it's a pipe dream of sorts.

Anyway, here's a little diagram of where we want to go.


(click on it to make it bigger)

New York
Connecticut
Massachussetts
New Hampshire
Vermont
New Jersery
Pennsylvania
Virginia
North Carolina
South Carolina
Georgia
Florida
Alabama
Tennessee
Kentucky
Indiana
Illinois
Missouri
Arkansas
Louisiana
Oklahoma
Texas
Colorado
Arizona
California
Nevada
Oregon
Washington


We have an obsession with the Southern states for some reason! That's our favourite part for sure.

Have we missed anything?! Or anywhere, even.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Party Friends

More photos from my party- this time with people in them!

These are my 4 best friends. That's Laura, Keisha, me, Elise & Claryse



Laura & Elise


Elise & Claryse


Laura & Keisha

Monday, July 5, 2010

A week in the life of a sick student

I'm sorry I've been so absent - a few weeks ago I got sick with a stomach flu, but it seemed to go away. Last week, it reared it's ugly head again, and I've been really sick since last Thursday.

Last week marked the first official week of school holidays, which always means lots of catching up with all the kids in my life. On Tuesday, I went to the movies to see Toy Story 3 with the Foster girls (including new baby girl Eliza, who was only 8 weeks old but slept through the whole thing like a champ!). It turned out that a lot of the other PAC families had planned to bring their kids along too, so I think a few of the kids were wondering why "Miss Parata" was at the movies with Emi & Jordan! The first week of school holidays, usually the public schools are still in session, so it is what we Penrith locals call "Private School Week" at the local shopping centre- PAC kids everywhere! You can't even move without recognising someone from school.

Anyway, since there were so many other PAC kids there, I didn't get to spend a lot of time with either Emi, Jordan or Eliza. I spent Wednesday with them as well, just hanging around their house, doing craft and making cupcakes with the older girls, and snuggling with baby Eliza when they were suitably distracted!

That afternoon, we all went over to their grandmother's house, and I was so sleepy that everyone kept commenting on how different my voice sounded when I was tired, but I put it down to being all snuggly and warm from holding a sleeping Eliza against my chest for over and hour while I was lying on the couch.

Eventually, the girls wanted to play Monopoly, and my voice still wasn't sounding normal, and my throat was beginning to hurt. After dinner, I went home and went to bed early.

The next 3 days (Thursday, Friday & Saturday) are a blur of vomiting, not eating anything, not sleeping, etc. It started with a really sore throat on Wednesday night, but a few hours later I was throwing up, having really high fevers, bad headaches, the works. I pretty much didn't sleep at all that night, except for maybe an hour or two. At one point during the night/ early morning I had such a high fever that I woke up hallucinating, convinced my room was round, not square and that people were trying to get me! It took Mum like an hour to calm me down because I was so freaked out.

Unfortunately, I had to go to work the next day. I was meant to work 9.00am-4.00pm, and I thought if I feel really bad, I'll just go home at 12.00pm when the other girl I work with starts. In the morning, I was feeling okay, and so I went off to work, but by 9.30 I was desperate to be at home. The crazy fevers were back, and at one point I was so cold in the store I was shivering and had to take one of the men's hoodies off the rack and wear it for a few hours to stop shaking!
I tried calling heaps of people- but no one could come in and cover for me so I could go home. At this point I called my mum crying, but there was nothing I could really do except wait it out til 12.

Let me tell you, when she got there to start her shift, I was outta there like a rocket. I went straight home and spent the next few days either in bed, or on the couch. My routine went something like this: sleep, read, try to drink, throw up, sleep.

On Thursday night, the vomiting got a lot more frequent, although at this point, it had become so routine that it didn't really bother me. Which is saying a lot, because normally I hate throwing up and will do anything to avoid it.

On Friday morning, I finally got an appointment to see a doctor. Because it was such late notice, I couldn't see my usual GP, but the doctor I did see was really nice. She told me later that as soon as I walked in the door, she thought I looked so unwell that she immediately thought I either had a bacterial infection or glandular fever.

After lots of tests (including a really unpleasant one where she had to swab my throat, and therefore actually touch my tonsils. Yuck), she concluded that I had a particularly nasty case of bacterial tonsillitis. With all the vomiting thrown in because I was so sick. Just for good measure. Yay.

With a whole page list of prescriptions, suggestions, remedies and the like, I went to the pharmacy and stocked up on anything I could find to make my throat feel better. It was so swollen that I hadn't been able to eat anything except 1 piece of toast with peanut butter and 1 pikelet with raspberry jam for 3 days. Don't even talk to me about trying to eat anything. I had to force myself to eat those things alone, because I knew my body needed energy of some kind, but man it hurt to swallow! It felt like being stabbed with razor blades after every mouthful.

The funny thing is, I didn't even really feel hungry at all in those 3 days. I was glad to not eat, because it meant less to throw up later!

But by Saturday night, I was finally feeling better (yay for antibiotics!). The previous night I had gone to the movies to see Eclipse with my girl friends, even though I wasn't feeling well, because I was so sick of being housebound! I didn't eat anything at all on Friday, but on Saturday with my throat feeling the tiniest bit better, I decided I could try to eat something. The problem was what to eat. Everything, even bread, seemed too hard to swallow. I finally settled on some devon and some cheese (my own little meat and cheese platter haha!) I had to chew it like crazy, but I swallowed, and I ate it, and it didn't come back up in the following hours!

Yesterday was even better- I had one piece of toast for breakfast, and then a little bit of cheese in the afternoon. But at dinner, I bought Thai food after church, and had almost a normal sized amount of food on my plate! I'm trying to take it slow, which is hard when you are so hungry after not eating for so long! I'm still taking a lot of aspirin, and paracetamol, on top of antibiotics, but I am feeling at least 50% better. Still not ready to go back to work or enter the real world again yet, but a lot better than I was feeling last week. Thank God for good drugs! [I mean antibiotics :) ]